And not a hat in sight
9 December 2008
I woke up dazed and confused this morning, not such a strange state of being for me when I’m awake but I can cope with it then. This morning there was an added layer of confusion that wasn’t entirely my fault.
I have a habit when I go to sleep of checking my roster to see what time I start the next day, setting my alarm appropriately, reading for a little while, re-checking my alarm is set properly and then going to sleep. So far I haven’t missed a shift or even been late and I certainly haven’t missed a port. This morning I was woken up by the sound and vibration of the manoeuvring engines, the ones that move us sideways and do the finer navigating when we dock. I don’t know what it sounds like in the passenger cabins but in mine, down in the bowels of the ship, it is a very distinctive noise and a vibration that is different from all the others that rattle my teeth while I’m lying down. This morning I heard that noise and felt that vibration and that state of dazed and confused set in. It shouldn’t have been there then. I had my alarm set for a sea day and an early start and if we were docking then something was wrong. My heart started that deep down almost painful beating that comes with sudden bursts of fear or adrenalin, my eyes leapt open and I fumbled for my alarm in the dark. Had I slept so long that I’d missed the entire day? Had I read the roster wrong and I was in danger of missing a port? Had I lost the plot entirely and was just hearing (and feeling) things in the dark? All possibilities as I lay there trying to figure out what day it was, what time it was and whether it was am or pm.
It was about 5.30 in the morning and I had only been asleep for roughly 4 hours, probably in that deepest stage of sleep where the dreams are so vivid and real if you get woken up during one and where the confusion is so much more if you get woken unexpectedly. By the time I had figured out the day and the time, listened to the sounds for a while to make sure that I wasn’t imagining or dreaming them, and then realised that it was probably because we were getting ready to enter the first lock on the canal, I was wide awake and my heart rate had dropped to it’s normal unhealthy rate. I still had a few hours available to me for sleep but it didn’t come easily and I managed to do no more than doze until the alarm went off at its real and appropriate time. If I’m more dazed and confused today than I normally am then I guess I have an excuse. Or maybe no one will notice a difference.
But enough of my impaired mental state and on to the canal itself.
I’m not sure exactly what I expected of the
I call it a river deliberately because that is what it could be, standing here and staring out the window. The water is a muddy, greeny brown colour and there is little sign of anything manmade on the banks apart from an occasional path hacked into a clearing or a regular line of metal power or phone pylons strung with wire that emerge from the green at intervals to follow along with us before diving back into the trees. The really strange thing is to suddenly have another ship pass us. I’m yet to see another cruise ship but a number of container ships have gone by the opposite direction, passing so close that it almost feels like I could throw a rock and hit the captain of the other ship as he stands on his bridge. It is a weird feeling after so long of sailing with nothing but ocean around except maybe the hazy view of a distant island. There is also the strange dichotomy of going from some place so claustrophobic and confining to suddenly burst out the other side into the Pacific and probably the most open space that it’s possible for a ship to encounter.
At the moment, as I turn to look out the window, there are true signs of civilisation and the Daily Program says that we should be passing Gamboa.
I’m not sure what Gamboa is but it appears to be a town, with cleared level ground along the bank, cars on a road and a dockyard with cranes, barges tugs and buildings. As we approach through an industrial area I am yet to see any sign of a residential area but to have this place suddenly appear, with it’s road and cars, people and buildings is a little strange and jarring after having stared at so much jungle. But as soon as we’ve entered we’re past and, apart from a railway line that followed us for a short while, we are back to jungle passing the window.
Time for a lunch break. If I can find a table I should have a better view than the one I have leaning over the computer and the note counter.
Back from lunch and a word of advice if you should ever find yourself transiting the
We are now approaching the Pedro Miguel Locks and I better get myself ready for when the head cashier arrives to give me a rest break. I think I may have to dig my camera out and venture up on deck for a better look and a few photo ops. We get to
January 11th, 2008 at 7:14 am
Hi Greg,
Finally caught back up with your blog. Great to read you are settled in on your new ship. Also glad to hear you are going to stick it out with your new contract. Keep with it and you’ll have plenty of material for your future book(s). Hopefully with all the sea days on your world cruise you will be able to save enough to enjoy the ports you do get a chance to visit. Better yet find a publisher now, get a big fat advance and live it up on your world travels!
Looking forward to continue reading your adventures.
Rochelle